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HI :)
 
Wednesday, February 01, 2012
Screensaver mode
OMG. I'm like on screensaver mode EVERY SINGLE DAY.
Ever since A levels ended, I'm like getting lazier and lazier, and I procrastinate even when I wanna sleep, eat and bathe (You see why I'm awake still?)

Hahaha! I've been like thinking of a lot of new things to do to/for myself. Like piercing my ear, dying my hair, I even thought of piercing my tongue lo. Hahahaha. Ltr I become ah lian ._.

But then, even if I feel happier now, I still feel empty inside, it's like all these are just making me happy on the material end.

I'm thinking about you more recently, It has been 25 days since I last saw you. :/ 3 days since you last texted. I miss you so fucking much can :(

But then, the others told me that if you knew tt a girl and a guy can nvr stay as pure friends, plus we're ex, then why are you still so nice to me? I don't rly know what to do. Even when everyone else says that you're probably just being a jerk, I still trust you. I still do.

You.. I miss every single thing about you. I miss that look you give me, the time when we walked in the rain, the times when you cared about me, the time when you tied my hair for me. The times we've had. Baby, I miss you so damn much :'(

Meh.... Trying to distract myself in so many ways, yet failing each time. Tried to get myself an eye candy, but he can nvr replace you, coz eye candies are just for fun only.

Empty. :(

 YONG HWA DAMN HANDSOME CAN!!! <3 <3
k, random. I'll smile and slp alrdy. Bye~

P.S. I won $40+ just by being banker in black jack on Sunday, lucky or what? ban luck, 5 cards.. hehehehehe. But then, looking at the speed I spend my money, it'll be gone by this week :)*
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